Contained Infestation
Impurities lye within me, embedded within my mind, body and perhaps my soul. I fight to contain them and many are often willing to share my struggle. Although acquiring thes many plagues were not of my own accord; but of my own negligance, I am still forced to bear them alone.
Everyday is a constant battle to suppress and pass this contained infestation to somehow rid me of this death. Often it appears to be shy, yet I understand that it may be contagious. It takes my all to endure the loneliness that comes from the isolation of myself from others. Even though I am a victim already, many are willing to still fight to invade my life.
There are barriers that can be implicated and strategies to fight. Yet, I chose to stand-alone. My battle, my fight; for I am now the carrier. Will it devour me and leave me for dead? I have no hope. I have ran out of options. There is nowhere to turn. If I only had a single ailment, then maybe a cure could be sought. Tragically to say, the contained infestation that has come over me is compiled of many multiple impurities. I reamain uncleansed.